Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Here it is... i guess.

how can i restrain this feeling that is such a pain, oh how can i restrain from living this world with nothing to say, what i see has caught me outraged, seething with inner angst, just trying to get through the day, it's all i can do to stay awake, to keep from falling off this bank, into the abyss of darkness, which in fact i helped create. yet this is the world, so have faith.


i rarely post without editing or thinking. this was typed in a rush and in "angst"


i work and work and sleep and sleep and through it all i cannot help but think, of you... of you... of you...